[ the gravity of how much anakin doesn't know begins to weigh on him. he wishes he could lie to him, but kanan has always been a man of honesty even when it hurts. that part of him hasn't changed from his days as a reckless teenager. ]

There wasn't really an Order left to leave. [ he crosses his arms, drumming his fingers lightly atop one of the elbows and doesn't quite know what to say. ] I was fourteen back then. It's been over fifteen years... the Jedi Order is no more, Anakin.